Calling All Cars

A Space To Grow

2009-10-17T21:32:00.000-07:00

Six long hours in my head, I watched people in cars.

It made me feel like I'm living, I guess it's never that hard.

Let's live outside of the city and blame the ones that I loved

for all the shit that I carried when I was never enough.

I found a cut somewhere where we could all lay.

The world was waking up and I'm learning now,

that my heart isn't breaking down; it's my world.

So pray with me, pray with me, pray with me, 'cause I'm spent.

Yeah, I spent them all.

Those long confusing hours with my mind turned on.

The world was getting louder.

I found myself on edge; my feet were over water, just a song in my head

that reminded me I'll never be alone.

I found a cut somewhere where we could all stay.

It's frank, and it's fucked but I'm learning now

that my heart isn't breaking down; It's my world.

So I'll take another look at my life and give everything

I own to all the people in my heart.

I am free, I am freezing. I am wrong.

I am so obscure it's terrible, and I'm loved,

but in between the cars they bother me.

I helped make the art that hangs on your walls

and plays in your heart; it stays in your arms.

You're not a machine, I'm sure of that.

You're every bit like me.

You gave up on your dreams

and now you're stuck with that.

You settled for the pencil days.

I'm a paint brush in a way.

I'm simple, yeah, I'm plain.

I'm colored all the same.

I have meaning if you find it in yourself.

I'll sell myself or not, like I really give a fuck

I'm just an artist on a shelf.

Im learning now,

that my heart isn't breaking down; It's my world.

So I'll take another look at my life and give everything

I own to all the people in my heart.

I am free, I am freezing. I am wrong.

PASS A MATHS

2009-02-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

I PASSED A MATHS

I GOT B

DUNNO B WAD

BUT STILL A B

WHICH IS A PASS

AND I HIGH-FIVED THE FLOOR

WITH MY FACE

A LOT OF TIMES

KIND OF HURTS NOW

BUT I GOT B FOR A MATHS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

woot

323

2009-01-19T04:27:00.000-08:00

323,09

Freakin awesome class lah.

seriously like wtf

It finally clicked and now i think this is an awesome class.

Today was the day where everything fell in place.

PE was damn hilarious. Most class spirit ever in doing the pledge and warmup.

Then like helping the sec 1s.

after that double maths was like seriously damn funny. And i think i can actually cope with maths now.

Of course theres the maths test which i havent gotten back. I got 5 and a half (a half!@#$) out of 10.

Take that lack of maths tuition.

Then it was chem.

Practical. Nothing much really there.

Then this was like the 1st recess where most of the class sat together and bonded.

English was THE PERIOD.

Like on the way to Malcolm Park was freaking hilarious, over there was damn funny especially Sufi lah :]

On the way back also amusing. The lesson that like really bonded us.

Then of course theres Physics, the best lesson in our time-table lah. Gary Sim FTW

On teh way back home, i bought my mum a present cos today

HER

BIRTHDAY

WOOOOOT!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Thanks for everything and i promise to not like slack off this year.

Hopefully.

This week no Social Studies!!!

sigh of relief

SS is the most boring lesson.

TMW got double higher malay -.-

But after school got inter-class soccer.

323,09 class champs baby. Lets go!

And um, i have to cut my hair. BOO -.-

Farmie :]

yay?

2009-01-13T05:08:00.000-08:00

Umm, my internet is kinda screwed up but hey, its working.

Finally.

Today was like damn weird cos apparently my new malay teacher thinks I am RESPONSIBLE and she asked me to remind everyone to go for Malay cultural society.

Me, responsible?

Anw, in the end I managed to get 5 ppl to go.

I am Mr Responsible.

Then, they shortlisted me for SYF Malay Dance.

What?

ME, dance?!

Wait, sorry.

ME, MALAY dance?!

Then theres training on every Saturday. This Saturday from 7.30 onwards.

-.-

I think ill like sleep dance.

Fol rol de ol rol

Oars

2008-12-21T18:28:00.000-08:00

I am damn sleepy

But I cant sleep

Wth.

Anw, what happened ah.

Recap:

Saturday

Parents went to Orchard damn early in the morning.

They woke me up and asked if i wanted to follow.

Nope.

Anw blah blah blah

Went to new jp with Zainul who was like looking for his bag everywhere

I went to Harris to like look for a few books by Neil Gaiman :]

Went Bugis.

Bought doughnuts.

Glazed doughnuts.

saw like this billabong bag zainul wanted to buy.

billabong bags wont work unless u carry them damn high lah.

hehe high

went to tiong bahru macs

i ate doughnuts

slacked. for like a while.

there were ppl there. i think

went there late. a bit only

UN debate.

i kena picked to become like the moderator.

so boring.

went home .

slacked.

Sunday:

Woke up early (again) to follow my family to the airport to send off some of my extended family members to their vacations.

Then went to like 2 weddings. With free food though.

On an unrelated note, my parents got a wedding invitation from one of their friends.

It was a wedding invitation to

Fahmy and like Eliya or smth

and I was like what!?

so early sia

ANW it was damn weird

The guy has an awesome name though.

Im quite distracted cos im writing this while watching Mad about English.

Anw bought like a few albums.

1) If You Could Only Keep Me Alive by The Dangerous Summer

2) Castaways and Cutouts by The Decemberists (which completes my collection :])

3) This War Is Ours by Escape the Fate

Anw im damn sleepy so ill like continue next time

Songs im Listening to

Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

Hold Me Down - Motion City Soundtrack

All the songs by The Dangerous Summer

The Mariner's Revenge Song - The Decemberists (Sweeping Epic)

Fol rol de ol rol

PS: Read Fight Club!

Come and go

2008-12-09T19:42:00.000-08:00

Attention! Attention!

Have not been blogging for a while due to major renovation

And not for another 2 weeks.

Luckily for me I have been listening to......

(drumroll)

(forward roll)

(Stop.Drop.Roll)

Brand New!!!

Hooray!!!!!!

One of my favourite bands!!!!

Listening to 2 of their cds which I bought from the Borders at Wheelock

Deja Entendu

and

The Devil And God Are Raging Inside Me

Two great and very diffrent albums that show progression from the band (IMHO). BUY! BUY! BUY! (ITAHO)

(corporate shill)

2 weeks vacation in my own house.

Im sleeping on like a futon btw at least until my new bed comes.

I mean arrives.

I mean gets here.

!!!

Quiz thingy

2008-11-17T03:02:00.001-08:00

Decided to do only the quiz thingy today.

MAYBE tmw i do a proper post XD

Aiyah i skip the rules lah. Waste time copy paste them sia

1. Do you have secrets?

Yah. Obvious right XD

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

Yah. Duh.

I MEAN NO

NEVER

What am I, GAY?

-.-

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

Yup. Its damn fun. Staying at home super slack and boring.

4. What will you do with a billion dollars?

I dno. Throw money to random ppl on the street. Give insanely huge tips to like the toilet security ppl.

You know, the ones who charge you like 10 cents to do your business.

Daylight-robbery -.-

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?

Now, I dont really have a 'best friend' persay.

But I have a tight knit group of people I consider Best Friends.

However, they're mostly like guys.

And Im NOT GAY.

So, no?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone, or being loved by someone?

Being loved by someone. Though both are equally..uh...blessfull?

7. List out your 15 favourite songs.

-.-

Ill just list out like 5 songs that start with 'F'

Faint - Linkin Park

First One on the Blog - Farewell

Flying at Tree Level - Brand New

Faust, Midas and Myself - Switchfoot

Four Years - Senses Fail

8. What is your favourite food?

Hawker fare I guess

Hate places like Swensens and Fish and Co.

Kinder BUENO!!!

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

Hehe, last night (wink wink nudge nudge)

But Seriously, all the people who have made an impression on me throughout my life.

10. What makes you angry?

Bad Music

Annoying People

Good Music being turned to Mainstream Crap

Anger Management courses

11. How would you see yourselves in 10 years time?

By using a mirror?

See what choices i will make at crossroads in my life. However I am not there yet XD.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

My family. Woot.

13. What are the most important things in life?

Family.

Friends.

Food.

14. Single or attached?

Joined at the hip XD

15. What are your favourite colours?

Orange. Black. Blue. PINK.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Yah. You have to be commited leh XD.

17. If you fall in love with 2 people, who would you pick?

BOTH XD.

Ill see first. Maybe they both hate me. See which one likes me more I guess.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing has been done?

Yah. Im probably like one of the nicest people you will ever meet in all seriousness :]

19. What do you really want now?

KINDER BUENO!

And a real hoodie -.-

20. Five people that I have tagged:

Aiyah later lah

FINISH!

2008-11-10T03:57:00.000-08:00

ACE CAMP TMW O.o

11-14.

Will Blog when I get Back

I think.

-.-

THERE, GOOD ENOUGH?

Playahater..

Farmie :]

Update :]

2008-11-02T03:46:00.000-08:00

Sorry about the lack of updates.

Installing air-con in house and everything is now a mess.

Internet connection screwed up.

SCREWED up.

The Happening

This week was like super slack.

Not counting all the time spent helping to like renovate the house.

SO FUN -.-

But the new air-conditioning is awesome lah.

Super cooling.

Now like almost every room got air-con XD.

Except for the toilets.

What a waste sia.

ANW, I have been under attack for not updating this blog regularly.

So ill need something to protect me from getting flamed.

Like a blog troll.

Found the right person.

He's got a huge gun. You can always count on him to come when it matters XD.

Hows Life

- I took ZY's funky test abt myself. Damn weird lah the results. I feel like I dont know myself XD. Results next post XD

- One reason Obama should win. His a skate-boarding, nunchuck wielding, jumping out of helicopter badass. With shades

Obama. Like Arnold Schwarzenegger, but more awesome.

- The best pets are the ones that rock

Like my pet rocks. Take that Garfield and Snoopy.

- Lol everyone is like PSLTC was awesome.

- Baseball season ended -.-

- Nino freaking awesome southpaw. MVP! Best Athlete!

- Liverpool lost -.-

Up and Coming

Sentosa on Wednesday :]

Hopefully lah.

My parents may not allow.

That would be sad.

Curtain Call

I give blood to prove to myself,

That I can matter to somebody else

I give blood not for the cause,

But to slowly give up the person I was.

(Lungs like Gallows - Senses Fail)

Farmie :]

Holidays

2008-10-27T20:22:00.000-07:00

The Happening

Now that its here, the holidays feel damn...

Boring

Yeah :]

I went to like Expo on Saturday with family.

So FUN -.-

I went there at like 10 am

Exited there at like 2.

When through all the funky exhibits:

Gain City: Bought new air-con

Malay: Saw my pri sch malay teacher. We got scammed into buying like 6 bottles of natural honey stuff. Now all the plain water I drink got honey -.-

You know what's honey?

Bee sh**.

No im being serious. Its bee sh**

Books sale thingy: Bought like a few comic books. Get Fuzzy!

Then I forgot where I ate lunch. Sue me, its Tuesday already.

Sunday

Family day XD.

In the morning woke up like damn early. Wandered around the house half-awake.

I think I knocked into like a wardrobe sia.

Woke up, my head was like hurting damn bad -.-

If there was a competition or like obstacle course for sleep-walking..

I would be an epic fail.

Anw, ate breakfast cum lunch at Eastpoint. I think.

At like Han River Table BBQ. Like Seoul Garden except IMO nicer.

Scissors cuts through metal/photo?

Then like we wandered around Singapore.

I think.

I dont know. That blow to the head really shook me up.

Monday

Stay at home sleeping day.

The Happening

- Why are the holidays this year so boring?

- No holiday homework, yet i feel damn bored. I almost wish school was still on. Almost.

- Birthday in like 1 month+. Yeah :]

- Not going to cut my hair until after ACE camp I think. But later they scold -.-

- Get Fuzzy is damn funny lah.

- TMW go to Sentosa. Hmm, dunno if my parents will let me go. 202 gathering XD.

- SO is the BBQ thing postponed or what?

- Yay Liverpool won :]

Up and Coming

Sentosa trip tmw hopefully.

ACE Camp.

A new hoodie/sweater. My pri sch one that I bought in P4(!!!!!) is finally too small for me.

Hooray to growth :]!!!!

Curtain Call

An end has a start.

W.........TF?! (haha rmb this. The pause between the 'What' and 'The'. So long ago XD)

Farmie :]

202 review

2008-10-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

So, everyone from 202's like doing a class review about everyone.

Think Karthik started it.

Then Sherman and Shivraj

I'm.....not going to do one yet.

Now there will be like a glut.

And you wont be able to comprehend all of it.

So ill wait.

And youll wait.

And we all will wait XD.

Ill talk about everyone in the class.

You know why?

Im a nice guy XD.

But seriously, through one way or another you all have left an impression on me (Ew that sounds gross :])

But to everyone whose done it so far....yay? Thx for everything

(And yes, i am a nice guy XD. And funny. Thx guys)

Hows Life

- Expo -.-

- My phone damn screwed up now XD

- Apparently I tell a lot of jokes and i help raise spirits.

- Does that make me alcohol? --> The cause of, and solution, to all of lifes problems

- To everyone, go review your class. Really look deep inside of yourselves (eww) and like..uh...express ur views?

- Everyones been great, a few have just been a bit greater XD

- Everyones now playing WOW.

- Wow, What a surprise (XD LAME PUN)

Up and Coming

I am an artist, and I paint pandemonium on my blank canvas

Curtain Call

Remembering Sunday. I mean Saturday.

The Flood

2008-10-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

The Happening

Woke up at like 6. My body still thinks im schooling -.-.

No idea what I had for breakfast.

Search for tuition. -.- sian

Lol I was like helping Zainul find his game lah.

He wanted to buy Age of Empires 3 the game. He went into shop, saw Age Of Empires 3 : ASIAN DYNASTY.

Which was, unfortunately, the expansion pack. Which means u need the original game to play T.T

Guess what?

He doesnt have it XD. So I told him to try JP. Like 4 or 5 shops, dont have. I think he no luck wan.

Black Crumpler he wan to buy. Dont have

AOE 3 oso wan to buy.Dont have

Next time he go need to buy condoms/rubbers, later dont have how ah?

'D'oh!'

202 discussing abt year-end BBQ.

We need a place with:

BBQ Pit (hard-hitting analysis there)

Cool Big House

Swimming Pool?

Nice toilets!?

4 ply toilet roll XD

16 Nov, Sunday after ACE Camp :] Last big Sec 2 activity

How's Life

- Just watched 'Are you afraid of the dark?' The episode was about

(drumroll please)

ZOMBIE DICE ZOMG!!!!!

-.- so Unscary. But the trick was smart

- 'The Flood' by Escape the Fate XD

- 3.) to help a person in desperate need. CHECK

- I need to know the name of the pianist in HSM XD.

- Argh. I dislike the new facebook layout.

- Myspace!

- Livejournal!

- Today is A7X concert? Really? I didnt know not withput the HUGE GODDAMNED AMOUNT OF ADVERTISING

EVEN IN MACDONALDS. MAC-FRIKKIN-DONALDS

U think kids eating their KIDDIE MEALS

Wanna see tatooed people sing songs about BAT COUNTRY?

Maybe they do..... BUT thats not the point...I think

- I am confused

- Food makes the world go round....... u know ROUND.....

- Hey, the Titanic sank?! Ah well, Ship Happens! (haha lame pun)

Up and Coming

Do I look like a guy, with a plan?

Curtain call

Lets make 202 BBQ and unforgettable one.

Chance. Unbiased, Unprejudiced. FAIR

And yes, You're Welcome XD

SJI 202'08. Farmie :]

Leaving a Line

2008-10-23T06:29:00.000-07:00

The Happening

Today was TDP interview -.-. I slept at like 1.30 a.m. doing the portfolio. Then still had to be in sch by 8.30. That wouldnt be so bad if the sch was not like 1hr + away from my house.

Got there. Ran into Kevin. Told me to do some CCA stuff which i did cos I am RESPONSIBLE :]

Anw, went to beurel. Ian and Zong Yang were already there. Interviewer was info skills teacher last year.

Ian and then Zong Yang went. Apparently they screwed up their interview by saying that English TDP wasnt their first choice and was like their 'safety net'. I think i did okay.

Crossed the road with Tan. He was like singing Feel Good Inc all the way there lah. Then also sometimes he randomly sing 'When You Were Young' XD.

Anw had to go back sch a while to buy pe attire for ACE camp (ACE CAMP!).

Took 146 then 99 home.

99 slackest/sleepiest bus ever.

When back home then like slacked all the day. (Like Now :D)

And I have like no more money to go out -.-

Then at night, Farah say cannot go HSM 3 cos got head pain. I think. No more pianist to look at during the movie T.T.

Then after that my parents say i kena maths tuition -.-. SO FUN!

Hopefully i never kena the malay tuition. I will seriously suffer lah.

How's Life

- I always sleep when on 99. i dont know why lah but the journey it takes is damn...sleepable?

- I need new headphones.

- Interview -.-

- I am now addicted to Naive by The Jealous Sound again. 727 plays in iTunes and counting XD.

- I still cant believe i have a tagboard. hopefully no one realises it.

- I cannot dance :[ Well at least not that well :]

- How do you do that?

- Got the letter for the next YMC -.- I dont even know where the hell the place is.

- I need to watch The Dark Knight again.

Up and Coming

-.- Sian don want to talk about it.

Curtain Call

I really need an ending sequence. OR like a signature thingy.

Godspeed?!

Sic Transit Gloria?!

I AM YOUR FATHER?!

Bye.

The Other Side of The Fence

2008-10-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

The Happening

Today:

Woke up like damn early.

I dont know why but for some odd reason......

THE HEATER WAS NOT WORKING. FRIGGIN COLD SIA.

Either that or i forgot to TURN IT ON.

Had to go to sch to hand in portfolio. Landed an interview for tmw. Met MAVERICK on the way back. Old pri sch friend leh. The Bus ride home was damn fun.

Then like slacked at home. Talked to crazy Rayan XD. Super hilarious lah wth.

Then went to nek's house. Cousins were there. Dunno my neks old friend came. He was....um....old?

Eat lunch at macs with cousins. yuck. But they were being retarded.

"Can u give me wasabi fries?"

Then like when he got it.

"Uh, I asked for wasabi fries? Like fries made out of wasabi. Or even like real wasabi. Disappointing service"

Needless to say, we zao before the counter person throw like burgers at us.

Later throw like all those retarded Ben 10 figures.

Wastes all my sms today on Maverick and Rachel.

Got back home, bath.

Then log on MSN only........

Bam! 2 Mass convo.

Then 2 more. I am lucky i have a mac XD.

I want Kinder Bueno.

202 maybe like the only class never go chalet meh? So sad.

How's Life

- I have a heck lot of emoticons

- Need....to....type....faster

- New blog skin (Thx Zainul XD)

- I have no more money left

- Maverick is one of the funniest guys i know XD

- Running out of smses for the day sucks

- Rachel has a NEW crazy hairstyle

- Why the heck would I wanna go Rafflesian spirit thingy leh?

- I need like a new sweater or hoodie thingy

- Im not gonna go for haircut I think :]

- English TDP portfolio -.-

- Blogging again haha

- I feel like putting like songs on blog....

- but its damn freaking annoying

Up and Coming

Tmw got interview thingy for English TDP Programme. Wish Me Luck. Then after that I see if Rachel going out. Her parents still owe me Famous Amos :] . Damn crazy.

Friday i think i kena go HSM3 open. SO FUN -.-

202 blog!

I need to buy orange-flavoured Mentos.

Tmw 8.30 the interview. Sian.

I have a tagboard?! WOW!

Curtain Call

So thats the end of that eh. Ill prob be blogging like more often now. Hooray?

Dont spam my tagboard lah XD. i can delete stuff haha.

Good Times, GREAT MEMORIES!

2008-10-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

I dont care if my blog template sucks now, screw html.

Last Day in 202.

Last day with the people who really made my last 2 years. This is probably one of the funniest and craziest class in the whole cohort. And now, we all be split up. Ill miss these people. No more craziness during class. No more speeches about growing up from form tutor. No more getting scolded together for not passing up 'this form' and 'that form' on time. No more making up lame jokes or being funny. No more slacking, sleeping. drawing, talking and doing other things in class. Together.

Damn u streaming. All the smart ppl from 202 will be going like 331 while most of us slackers (haha) well be 'languishing' in lower classes. Less pressure though.

Im gonna miss these ppl. Maybe one day, when im free and have sorted out this crappy blog template, ill talk abt everyone in class and what they meant to me. My Memoirs of SJI 202'08. haha.

Memories. The times out at the movies. In class doing projects. Outside of school, doing projects. Going for inter class competitions. Winning the sec 2 debate. Cheering on and giving support to our house (FINTAN :]) and our class athletes in their competitions (Leonard and ZY)

Friends. Friends I made early own are still some of my closest friends. Ive met some awesome ppl and am sad to be possibly separated from them. Friends who made my day better, friends who helped in my homework, friends who encouraged me and helped me through life and friends who are just there for you.

So good luck everyone. Never forget the people in this class and cherish the memories you had with them, hanging out, mugging and just goofing off. Next year, hope to meet you all in long pants (if they have one in my size XD).

Bye :]

SJI 202'08. Farmie

I hate saying goodbyes cause you had me at hello. (haha)